Echoes of regret: Something i wish i did it right

I’k I’k I’ve hurted you more than I could imagine you know

From adoring the precious from afar

To losing it from my own hands with tears

I’ve lost another one from this heart

Being the perfect is what I tried to be

Not to deceive a heart loved by me

Trying to be the best is what I choose

Cuz that’s what I believed to get me valued and choosed

Yes, I’m scared to get left behind by those I attach

cause i am nothing special like the other kids right...

I don’t always try to be best

but When I'm attached, I try to be myself

If taking my time is really a crime

I’m sorry for hurting u every time

Maybe forever I deserve to just disappear this time,

I wish we can meet again in a different lifetime