Shattered hopes: End of a chapter

how does it feel to lose someone from this heart

so painful right just by its very thought

to feel it in reality when you loved them more than any bot

to live with a feeling of "they no longer exist" in short

years pass by with a burning flame never setting off

how can we ever heal something so sensitive so Stoff

loving somebody again is a lost thought through time

when I can never unlove you even when it burns my life

I don't wanna feel this way so lifeless like a hard rock

burying all my feeling down under this sand stock

do I really deserve to be left like I never mattered

and act like a stranger with all of our memories scattered

consoling me saying time heals even the wounds cut so deep

but you took a part of me who wanted you more than any creep

when I said "I love you till my clock no longer ticks"

maybe you wanted to test if our memories stay till my heart beats

still remember the day I heard "can't you see me staying happy bud?"

that's when I broke more than any matter could ever die with stroke

but it's fine at least memories stay heavy hearts burden never goes away

forever bound by these invisible chains yet learn to endure this silent pain